Impractical Koushi

Your sun is holding my limits
To keep myself at peak possession
Your moon is going downwards
I pretend to not hear your yells to stop us

I’m seeing stars when I sleep
I’m seeing stars when I sink
Through my thoughts of helping
Do I deserve a well-being

I’ve done so much you ain’t seen
It’s so relentlessly speaks to me

It’s so relatively dumb that
I’ve been crying in shower
For the fifth day
And consecutive

I’m so impractical
How would you guess
There’s so many crucial people
Lying on your chest

I’m so impractical
How would you knew
I guess I’m the only thing
That stops you

I’m so impractical I’m so impractical
Turns out I’m the uselest tool
I’m far from your dreams come true
The only thing I do is ruin your life

At the office right under my desk
I keep hiding secrets and hiding myself
Feel that you would understand that
If it wasn’t me

When will you save me from the world
I’ve been a part of for so long
Do me a favour and treat me like the one you don’t want to disappoint

Besides me being Besides me being
The most impractical person on your list
Besides me feeling Besides me feeling
Like I am the one who doesn’t deserve to be

And I know im practical somewhere you don’t excel in

So are you impractical to loose all my time
Am I the pawn or the queen who rules this house
Well you are impractical to not see through me
They don’t know who they look up to see

At the office right in front of me
Instead of you stay shadows of who you used to be
Besides you seeing Besides you seeing
That all you built now falls apart on 3
Besides me trying Besides me screaming
That we have to save what others deeply need

You me losing time
Far from dreams we tied
You and I are changed for now
But still so impractical

You me you me us
They know you’ll attack
Scars blood pain no trust
The villain is The villain is

You’re so impractical
How would I guess
There’s so many crucial tasks
You laid upon myself

You’re so impractical
How would I knew
I guess I’m the only thing
That stops you

Besides you being Besides you being
The angry-cruelest person on my list
Besides me feeling Besides me feeling
Like I am the one who doesn’t deserve to be

And I know im practical somewhere you don’t excel in