Monster In A Mask Faezard

I swear I meant every word I said
Until we got into bed
(Here we go again!)

I’m a gentleman, romantic, pulling out the chair
Looking in your eyes, running my hands through your hair!
It’s not a lie! I’m not faking! I’m feeling the spark!
I really want to be the light that gets you out of the dark!
We talking for hours, we sharing our souls
I’m losing control, we reaching our goals
But then we hit the sheets, and the temperature drops
The dopamine hits, and the fantasy stops!
(Wait, what?)

I look at you sleeping
And all I want to do is leave

Oh, I’m so sorry that my heart turns freezing cold!
I’m a monster in a mask that's getting old!
I swear I really loved you at the start of the night
But now I'm running away, running away from the light!
I give you the world, and then I take it all away
I really wanted to stay, but I’m fading to gray!

Look at me, look at me, look at the damage I've done!
I’m shooting down beautiful women like a loaded gun!
I want a connection, I want an affection
But after the climax, I change the direction!
I stare at the ceiling, I’m losing the feeling
I know you are broken, I know you need healing!
But I cannot give it, my empathy's dead
I'm trapped in a cycle inside of my head!

I HATE MYSELF!
I'm a hypocrite!
I want to love, but I'm sick of it!
Yeah, I'm sick of it!
(Get away from me!)

Oh, I’m so sorry that my heart turns freezing cold!
I’m a monster in a mask that's getting old!
I swear I really loved you at the start of the night
But now I'm running away, running away from the light!
I give you the world, and then I take it all away
I really wanted to stay, but I’m fading to gray!

I'm a walking red flag
I'm sorry